change.

it's so hard for me.
it's so hard for me to watch other people moving on and into different phases of life, when I feel stuck. I feel alone and stuck, and I'm not sure what to do about it. I don't know if my emotions are ridiculous or valid, or if it's just because it is finals week? I know stress plays a big part in my emotional stability. so I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I wasn't ready for change to happen this fast.

I'm afraid my introverted personality is going to overwhelm me next semester, and that I am going to find myself stuck in my room by myself. I'm afraid I will be overlooked, and that I won't have enough confidence to seek out others. It's easier to shut out the world, sleep off these feelings, and just try to wake up tomorrow to a busier schedule, than to try and deal with them. I'm scared of what is next. I'm fearful that I won't be able to enjoy life because I will be stuck in my timidity and fear.