stupid bunny foo foo.

...today was three hops backwards...

i felt overwhelmed with the memories that flooded my mind.
i need to get in the Word.
i need to feel His love.

the void in my heart hurts tonight. really bad.

please, Father, let me seek after You tonight.

Psalm 62:5-8
Find rest, O my soul, in God alone;
my hope comes from Him.
He alone is my rock and my salvation;
He is my fortress, I will not be shaken.
My salvation and my honor depend on God;
He is my mighty rock, my refuge.
Trust in Him at all times, O people;
pour out your hearts to Him,
for God is our refuge.

Selah

.another silent night.

these days...

each night becomes more and more restless.
each morning brings forth a fresh newness.

life feels unfulfilled.
life feels complete.

the house is barren.
the house is crammed.

its so hard to wait and trust.
and even harder to think about the future.

life is fully of irony.
life makes sense.

i want more out of life.
i cannot stand anything else.

the house is full of noise.
the house is silent.

i hear only noise.
i need only silence.