foreign fun.

I'm waiting to leave for Indy.
I finished a test, have three waiting for me when I get back. But for now, I get to breathe... as in inhale and exhale. finally. I leave for alabama tomorrow morning. I am so excited. I can't believe that I get a second chance down there. I can't believe that not only are both coaches going, but also my parents and J. I have felt so bummed the past few days. Conference didn't go well for me, and I was extremely frustrated with some of my teammates... J lost his job. I got sick at A's wedding and basically slept through L's entire trip home. I was so depressed. I was behind on my studying... and just in general overwhelmed.
But that was yesterday. and today, today I can look forward to the next 5. My cousins who I never get to see will be in Indy at my house when I get back, and I get to see their daughter for the first time. I get to see J in Alabama. I get to play Fresno Pacific in the first round (lol, maybe not so much of a plus...). I get a break from school. AHHH. I am just so excited.
And I get to share all of this with Him. Wholeheartedly. Undividedly. Every moment of happiness, frustration, despair, and excitement- I can run to Him first. What a gift.
I am getting more and more excited to see who He has in store for me, but I am really happy with being able to focus on just sharing these memories with Him.

oh, and my favorite song right now: "dance your life away" by jon mclaughlin. it makes my heart happy.