my valentine and i.

God is so faithful. He is such an amazing God.

I can't get over how much my life has changed in the past year, and how much He has blessed me in all the opportunities I have had. His love is amazing- I could never ask for a better valentine than for Him to be mine. However, this year, He also gave me a spectacular valentine. What a sweet valentine's gift I received! So much of who I am is being rediscovered through someone who is so willing to value my opinion and thoughts. I'm anxious for the next month to go by, to see where and what God wants to do with my life. I'm anxious to see where He will guide my valentine and I.

I'm supposed to be learning how to trust Him, but it gets so hard sometimes to completely surrender. I want my opinion to count, I want to be able to control the situation and guide it in the way that I see fit.

How long will it take me to learn how to avoid my selfish cycle? Maybe forever, but I am so glad that God is patient. He continually reminds me that He is in control, and in those moments...

I have complete peace and joy.

happy valentines day.