I lost a big match today. Well, I suppose it wasn't very big, but it was to a thirteen year old. So maybe by big I mean embarrassing. Yes, I suppose that is it. I was winning and then I was winning again, but I couldn't win the entire set. Just back and forth and back and forth. I was so frustrated when I lost the first set, basically I couldn't even start to win the second set. I am so mad at myself I don't even know what to say. I'm to the point where I don't know if I actually have the courage to get back on the court. I am that freaked out. But I am supposed to play at 11 tomorrow morning. So what am I going to do from now until then? Take a shower, make a present, and thank God that He gives me strength.
I'll probably bust out the hot chocolate too.
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